Asylum
by: Sarah Ann Henderson
smothered
buried
encapsulated fear
dulled
destroyed
my selective ear
voices
screaming
not one vocalized
a plea
unanswered
should be no surprise
bound up
and gagged
i look on from above
affectionate
violence
he redefined love
arrested
disarmed
paralytic dismay
body
response
take this heat away
clenching
choking
i recede from here
imprisoned
sobbing
invisible tears
distant
tomb-like
protective darkness
the motions
his breathing
can’t penetrate this
tragic
delusion
assumption of blame
silenced
sentenced
to oppressive shame
cut-off
closed-up
let the impulses burn
alone
untouched
who knows when i’ll return
© Sarah Ann Gaston 2002